coffee chocolate muffins

today i read emma's blog about muffin and so i immediately made mine too~!

the gooey chocolate chips were super yummy~!

dinner was peach dessert hummus and lots of lots of meat and vegetables~!

thanks emma

i still can't control myself

this were buckwheat pancakes

my dinner

i accidentally lost all my photos in the camera

i binge on chocolate chips again

lastly enjoy life chewy bar made me stop

i am binging

 uncontrollable eating

During such binges, a person rapidly consumes an excessive amount of food.

Most people who have eating binges try to hide this behaviour from others, and often feel ashamed about being overweight or depressed about their overeating

overeating, frequent binge eating

eating disorders are increasing all over the world among both men and women

The precise cause of eating disorders is not entirely understood, but there is evidence that it may be linked to other medical conditions and situations

 compulsive overeating, characterized by binge eating, without compensatory behavior.

Anorexia can cause menstruation to stop, and often leads to bone loss, loss of skin integrity, etc. It greatly stresses the heart, increasing the risk of heart attacks and related heart problems

someone who may be at a "healthy weight", but who has anorexic thought patterns and behaviors, it can mean the sufferer equally participates in some anorexic as well as bulimic behaviors

The exact cause of Eating Disorders is unknown. However, it is believed to be due to a combination of biological, psychological and/or environmental abnormalities.

stress related to the approaching demands of maturity and socio-cultural influences and perceived expectations, especially in areas that concern body image

god, who can help me?!

probios rice heart biscuits (filled with chocolate)

i ate them all because of emotional eating again~!sad:(

this was the whole half portion

i really love this mousse...:P super yum~!

did i mention that i LOVE cinnamon more than that apple?!:D

lemon zest cookies from DOVES FARM...not really that good as what i've read in blogs...

Cuor di Riso with cocoa filled is a soft pastry filled with extra delicate cocoa cream. You can carry it with you at all times for a sweet treat at a break as it is comes in 2-snack packs!

Strawberry soyage dessert by GranoVita
Sweetened with fruit juice and Egg & dairy free, Wheat & gluten free

i love this strawberry chocolate because it wouldn't make me binge but still keeping it's deliciousness~!:P

this was much better that version made by NANA'S berry and vanilla bar~!

yes i too bought chocolate chips from them actually...:) i planned to make cookie dough ball by purple bird blog...

this was super attractive...i could actually finish all twelve cookies at once which cost me for 960kcal~!

binging again

yes she is my grandma...maybe she felt so itchy:D

i ate this fruit after visiting the doctor...81.5pounds now~!:P

dinner with mom, she's super happy to see me frying pancakes for myself instead of dessert hummus~!:D

DONG GUA soup, yee?!why that delicioius?!

energy balls and banana slice on chocolate avocado mousse...super yum...

do you think my legs were too slim?=o=

i actually add a whole banana and a whole avocado to make this, super food tasted super delicious...:P

it was sooooo good...:D

i did finish the mousse in A SECOND:D

strange to wake up at two oclock and get the leftover mousse to finish...:(

i will count this as BINGING again...sad:(

pancake tower

yes you see pancake tower again, haha!!!:P

this was again dessert hummus but the almond butter was not thinned...

banana avocado chocolate mousse...superb~!:D

thinned almond butter topped of pancake tower again on the same day...

how tall was it? measure with your ruler~!:P

i finished this box of puffins in one night...

i made this for my family to share...:(no one liked it...

strawberry cream sauce waffle this time...